Suang…….My world

I love that you hug me every day when I almost fall asleep. I like the moment when you asking me what to eat then call me fei po, but you are fei lao. I like the moment we talk before sleeping, it is really very sweet. I like to hug you because I feel that I am not alone. I like to travel with you, it is really sweet. But I hate the moment when we arguing of something. I really dislike it. Sorry for hurting you sometimes. I dun like the moment when you are thinking of something, it seem like you are alone. I really hate the stupid arguments we had, it made us become strange and far and far away. From the first day we met, till fall in love, till now, I never regret, that is life. Now, you are the first one I tell when I’m happy or upset or sad. I hope you too.  I’m sorry I’m not there for you when you are sad. I like to watch dvds with you and being with each other. But, maybe sometimes I fall asleep lah. A lot of sweet memories…

                                                Fall For You
The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

ps:just want to tell you, i love you…

Such a long time din blogging dy…
feeling not well…
what i am thinking but i did it differently…
i hope you know i never wanted things to happen this way…
i just want you and me stay happily..
forget about ur past,past is past,now im by urside…
is it very selfish…

promise me…
we will stay happily…
i will change….
sometimes like fake a smile…
it is hard to hide my emotions and pretend it is ok when it is really not…
i dun hope so…
i want to smile happily…
with sincere….
i want to make u smile and laugh…
i like to see u smile and laugh happily when i did silly things….
just to make u smile…

the truth is…
i love you…
i never love a boy so deeply…
no tears 4 u again…
i try to tell myself…
but is impossible…
because i love you…
i love you till sometimes i care you too much…
i cant control my tears…
sorry for making out of this way…

i know you lost all ur frens…
i know you lost so many things…
i know i know and i know…
but actually i really dunno
i know you dun wan to think about the past…
but in the other hand the things you did like you cant forget it…
sorry to say like this…

just hope we can stay longer and longer…
and i believe it will….
i love you….
I hope you know I never wanted things to happen this way
I hope you know I never wanted things to happen this way

thanx 4 reply…
feel happy 2 hear that u say like tat….
v still like b4…
v still best best fren…

i noe u feel very stress bt nvm try 2 thk +ve way,k
maths,fight v it,k,i thnk u sure win de=.=
i will always v u…

i believe tat nothing happen>.<
i will always support u,k
thanx 4 ur reply n let me noe tat nthng change…
thanx…happy

luv u,frens foreverevereverever…..hehe

Jz wanna write sumthing,jz start my blog world…
i need a way 2 let off,to tell my fren all bt me,frens,thanx 4 u all being my frens…
ah ma,jz wanna tell u,i’m reali nvr forget u,
maybe v gt sum misun n maybe dunno wat the hell
maybe i hurt u by doin sumthing,bt i reali dunno,here i wan 2 say sorry…
maybe when i saw u i wanna tell u ethings bt i dunno hw 2 open my mouth
from where i should start 2 tell u…sob
when vivian them tell me tat u feel tat i change a lot n nt tok 2 u,
i feel very guilty n i reali dunno wat should i do
i feel very sad…
when i view ur blog,reading ur blog,go into ur world,
i discover tat i almost missing u dy,why?i dunno
everytime i saw,feel gt many things wan 2 share v u,bt dunno wat the hell,reali nvr get the chance,haiz
i reali reali very sad,tat nite i read the blog alone,
suddenly my tear drop,very sad,
all the things tat v had done at matriks appearance,
n nw,why v cant like b4,wats the problem,distance?i thnk not
different course?nt,i tell myself
i thnk jz v lack of 1 things,i dunno wats the things,can u tell me…i need the things
i wan ah ma n me jz like at matriks…
can v go bc 2 DT4.5 de ah ma n suang
my answer is yes,i will sure tat v will like b4,
can u promise me?
do u remember tat i had told u b4 i wont cry 4 such things,
i wont easy 2 cry,bt tis time 4 our frenship,i feel sad
maybe after tis when v meet i will feel embarrass,bt i hope no,maybe i will drop my tears.
u can tell me ur feel,cz i oso wan 2 noe hw bt ur feel,
i  miss segamat,i  miss ah hong,ah tian,po po’s food,nan yang,liu wei,wan tan mee…
i gt a lot memories at segamat,me n u…v go 2 buy see ham then scold by ur mum cz v did a stupid things.
in uni v reali hard 2 meet,i reali hope tat v can close 2 each other as last time,
v can share our pro,tok many things,listen ur old disc,v r far away bt why v cant like b4,sob…
tat day when i sit beside,i feel very uncomfortable,u dun talk 2 me,seldom watch me,i wanna tok 2 u,
bt i dare nt do it,i jz keep smiling n toking,i dunno wat can i do,i noe the pro…
i hate akk tis things happen,i hate the feel,hate all the things,
wanna find back the feel,i will sure tat v can find bac the feel,
wil it be my pro?i thnk maybe is tat my pro,
i will try 2 change it,jz few months many things change lots…
bt i will tell myself everythings will jz like b4,i wont let our frenship dying
will u promise me?v can as close as b4,vivian,u, all of us jz like b4
here i wanna say sorry tat if i had hurt u b4,i din notice it
hopefully tat u can view my blog…
hope tat everything becum better,when v meet no need 2 pretend,jz like b4…=.=
reali thanx u tat let me noe wats the pro,
ah ma…frenship forever…*-*