Jz wanna write sumthing,jz start my blog world…
i need a way 2 let off,to tell my fren all bt me,frens,thanx 4 u all being my frens…
ah ma,jz wanna tell u,i’m reali nvr forget u,
maybe v gt sum misun n maybe dunno wat the hell
maybe i hurt u by doin sumthing,bt i reali dunno,here i wan 2 say sorry…
maybe when i saw u i wanna tell u ethings bt i dunno hw 2 open my mouth
from where i should start 2 tell u…sob
when vivian them tell me tat u feel tat i change a lot n nt tok 2 u,
i feel very guilty n i reali dunno wat should i do
i feel very sad…
when i view ur blog,reading ur blog,go into ur world,
i discover tat i almost missing u dy,why?i dunno
everytime i saw,feel gt many things wan 2 share v u,bt dunno wat the hell,reali nvr get the chance,haiz
i reali reali very sad,tat nite i read the blog alone,
suddenly my tear drop,very sad,
all the things tat v had done at matriks appearance,
n nw,why v cant like b4,wats the problem,distance?i thnk not
different course?nt,i tell myself
i thnk jz v lack of 1 things,i dunno wats the things,can u tell me…i need the things
i wan ah ma n me jz like at matriks…
can v go bc 2 DT4.5 de ah ma n suang
my answer is yes,i will sure tat v will like b4,
can u promise me?
do u remember tat i had told u b4 i wont cry 4 such things,
i wont easy 2 cry,bt tis time 4 our frenship,i feel sad
maybe after tis when v meet i will feel embarrass,bt i hope no,maybe i will drop my tears.
u can tell me ur feel,cz i oso wan 2 noe hw bt ur feel,
i miss segamat,i miss ah hong,ah tian,po po’s food,nan yang,liu wei,wan tan mee…
i gt a lot memories at segamat,me n u…v go 2 buy see ham then scold by ur mum cz v did a stupid things.
in uni v reali hard 2 meet,i reali hope tat v can close 2 each other as last time,
v can share our pro,tok many things,listen ur old disc,v r far away bt why v cant like b4,sob…
tat day when i sit beside,i feel very uncomfortable,u dun talk 2 me,seldom watch me,i wanna tok 2 u,
bt i dare nt do it,i jz keep smiling n toking,i dunno wat can i do,i noe the pro…
i hate akk tis things happen,i hate the feel,hate all the things,
wanna find back the feel,i will sure tat v can find bac the feel,
wil it be my pro?i thnk maybe is tat my pro,
i will try 2 change it,jz few months many things change lots…
bt i will tell myself everythings will jz like b4,i wont let our frenship dying
will u promise me?v can as close as b4,vivian,u, all of us jz like b4
here i wanna say sorry tat if i had hurt u b4,i din notice it
hopefully tat u can view my blog…
hope tat everything becum better,when v meet no need 2 pretend,jz like b4…=.=
reali thanx u tat let me noe wats the pro,
ah ma…frenship forever…*-*
